African House Movement

W hat the fuck is wrong with me? I risked my life since I was 5, growing up surviving train accidents, gunshots, Police, angry K9 units, fight nights, pop offs and then now I need to commit my life to being with you and declare my love infront of your folks and take it to church but i'm getting in my own way, WTF? I think I know what I need to do! Logic says getting married is a one sided deal and I should not get into it but being logical doesn't seem to leave any room for happiness. W hat the fuck? how can I be ready to risk my life for everything else and then turn out to be too scared to grow old with you? given, you will drive me crazy for the rest of my life but I will never be happy without you, i've known that since I first saw you and I'm still saying it "I saw you first and I just knew :) it was you I've never hated anybody, the way that I hate you but I've never hated anybody before and if I hate you why do I pray for you when I go to sleep, w...

#AmazingSoul: You know I met her in 2006 and I remember the first time I saw her :) yhooooooo, it was love at first sight, she's all woman mf2 no mistake about it and I remember wanting to hear her voice :) and I started talking to her and we couldn't stop, it's very hard to imagine the type of person she is...you have to listen to her, take a sit with her and listen to her :) she'll for real and we became friends, she's beautiful okay, really beautiful and the only time she seems to notice that--is.....maybe when she's getting ready to go somewhere. She is soooo smart, you can just relax in the knowledge that she knows what she's doing.....yazi____I'm loosing the point kwakhona Okay I just came from the mall nhe and I was done with everything, on my way out, pha ngakula book_shop, I see her as I pass the shop, she was...eish..!! She was in the book shop (paper write) or something, I had passed okay, I was almost FNB when my brain told me "only on...

Okay so I'm a Xhosa dude.. Which means I try but I try not to waste my time as well. So I went on a date in March yabo with another cute honey and things were going great ne and we got hungry so we went to a place, great vanue, her choice, and as soon as we sat down, she boxed up and started with one word answers and it was like being in court yabo with...yes and no... so I got bored and started thinking about things I would be doing if I was home and then another thought crossed my mind.... "....kanene who the fuck is paying for this?....I can bore myself to death and not have to pay a cent, WTF...am I doing here?" We already made our order and it was on the table ne and I had stopped trying to make any conversation with lomntana, I just asked if she needed salt qha... and then I had a funny moment and a silent smile went over my face :) I never order chicken on the first date okay...(my rule) but I could see this date wasn't gonna go well from the moment we sat...